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One Way to Say ‘I Love You’

I told him I loved him in his third day of struggling with strep throat. I crawled into bed and laid on my side, facing him. On the right side of his bed, my side. He smelled like NyQuil but I didn’t care. Sickness was the last thing, if even on my mind.

“Babe,” I whispered.

I placed my palm on his shoulder then moved upwards to cradle his cheek. Never lifting my touch.

He grunted.

“I love you,” I said.

“Babe,” he responded in the softest degree of frustration. He had wished I would have said it when he was, well not in bed with strep throat. So it would be romantic.

“I know, I know but…” I tried to explain.

“No, no it’s not that. It’s… Oh babe…” He smiled, with his eyes half open.

“I love you too.”

Never was I scared he wouldn’t say it back. To be honest, I didn’t care if he said it back.  All I felt was the rush to say it. I couldn’t keep it in any longer.

How can you keep love in?